Lamb

Lamb shoulder, thinly sliced, cooked with black pepper and other ingredients that made this tasted so yummy, some baby tomatoes and a little salt, and lastly, a drizzle of lemon juice. I shouldn't have but.. I was in seventh heaven!

Don't be Judgemental

Good morning,

Just now, I saw a person shared his story about nobody wanted to help him regarding his flat tire. He waited at the side of the road and then a person came to the rescue whom a person you always called 'Bangla' and the one whom Malaysians always made fun of. So, I want to tell my story.

I've been facing a similar problem before. My front tire was flat and a lot of Malays passed by, some just ignored me, and some just well, stopped for a while to ask what happen and then just drove off. And then just when I almost reached my house (I walked while pushing my bike, my phone battery was flat too), an Indonesian offered his help. Yes the indon people whom you always made fun of. I gotta admit I was scared of him at first and I was being a little judgemental bc I took a shortcut and the road was a little quiet and at that time people rarely passed by so I felt uneasy with him by my side and I was thinking abt what people always told me about Indonesian which is all bad. I told him it's okay with hope he would just go away but then he insisted and he told me that it's dangerous for a girl to walk alone in this area. He kept asking to help me with my bike an I said it's okay bc I'm almost home. Then he just accompanied me to the end of the road and I said many thanks and waved him goodbye. I almost cried bc nobody my race stopped to help me instead a person that my own race always hate was the one who came up with the help. After the incident I'm no longer being prejudice about them, because if you're saying they're bad, some Malaysians are also bad. So the thing is, it doesn't matter if you're pendatang or Malaysian. What matters most is that you have a good heart. Just stop being judgemental.

Food

I love sandwiches especially those with a lot of eggs, sauce, mayo, pickles, tomatoes, cucumber, and salad. They're so easy to prepare and delicious too. In fact you can make it healthy (if you want hehe). You can either boil or fry your eggs. I used olive oil instead of normal cooking oil to fry the eggs. It is healthier and you can tell the difference between those two oil. If I use normal palm oil, you can feel like something stuck in your throat after eating oily food. And you can add up anything as you like. You can put a little seasoning, salt, or black pepper, or if you like you can even put kaya, it's completely up to you! I've just had my sandwich and it was divine :D

Motivation for Myself

So hello, just got back from driving class. At last my teacher turned up anyway hehe. All in all, it was okay I think and I don't really wanna update about my driving skill so yea. Okay.

I am alone right now. I hate being alone. I used to like being alone. Back then when I was in diploma, whenever I had free times, I'd rather stay in my room, watching good movies or reading good books, or sleeping, or better, studying (haha), when all of my friends were having fun out there, socializing and meeting some new friends, as long as they're doing things that didn't involve staying in enclosure. Even if I'm not alone, I used to stay with H, watching movie, eating together. Anyway, I think my feeling has something to do with the frequencies. If I'm alone too much, I get bored. Same goes to when I'm spending too much time with people, I'll be needing times for myself. I guess people are all like that. Ungrateful. God gave you something and you don't appreciate it. But when God take it all back, you're asking for it. I think it happens to me all the time. Sometimes I just have to keep reminding myself to bear with God all the time, even at your happiest moment. So I'm simply taking some space here to thank God for giving me all that I ever had and needed. Sometimes I needed it too bad but God didn't give me and I forgot that He will give something much better. I can still remember that recently, I was feeling down and something terrible was bothering me so much. I felt useless, I was thinking I am such a loser the whole time, I was thinking why is this happening to me, am I so bad like killing-people bad that I deserved things like this? Just when I thought about giving up and in the brink of losing hope, God gave me something beautiful; friends that cannot be replaced and a bunch of people who actually believe in me. I gave them 'I love you' message and they (well, most of them) simply replied 'Love you too' or 'Love you back' or 'Love you more', things like that. I know it seems nothing but I know they all meant what they said. And I meant what I said. And when I went to see my PA (my academic advisor), she told me something I could never forget. Mainly, things she said just lifted up my spirit and lightened up my already dull day. I was smiling the whole day, not because what she asked me to do, simply because she believes in me, and she thinks I'm capable of something which my own self never ever even once thought about that, and simply because she made the thing seems so easy to be achieved. I love that kind of teacher. A kind of teacher who makes everything in this world seems possible, and you can always trust that teacher. I won't be telling here about what she said to me but then, if it really comes true, I promise there'll be a post about this :) Maybe you can get upset, cry once in a while, but then, don't forget to look for happiness afterward. Till then

"Sometimes when I'm upset about my life, I'll just think about my future. In 10 years time, none of these things will matter anymore, you'll probably laugh about this and you'll be thinking, 'what the hell I am thinking at that particular time, young me'. Just live your life and remember, first thing first. Study hard, always think about the future, or you'll regret later."

Bored

Where is my driving teacher?

I was supposed to have my driving lesson by now and the pakcik lesen should've already picked me at 8 but where is he? I tried calling the office but nobody picked up. Hm

Vacation

I know sometimes life sucks and you feel like you have nothing to hold on to. Like nobody loves you or even cares about you. I feel it sometimes. In fact, most of the times. I think I'm just depressed so I am in dire need of a vacation! Maybe I can't, for now, but here are some places that I've gone to. I really miss having holidays! ):

I was snorkeling in Pulau Tioman but sadly no pictures of me bc I didn't own a waterproof camera ):

A cat I found in Pulau Tioman (:

Since there were no decent pictures of us in Desaru, I'll just take a google image photo :P So this is the view from our room in Damai Beach Resort. I miss them, Zry, Wawa, & Mai )':

These are pictures from Berkelah Waterfall in Pahang. I'd die to go there once again! Btw it's a 3-hour walk just to get up there, the highest level of the waterfall. But the view, it was worth the sweat.

This wasn't exactly a holiday, but I really enjoyed my time in Kelantan it felt like a holiday. Good food, good people, good environment (:

My cousin cum my bestfriend who will always be there for me. He's gonna get married real soon and will leave me alone )':

This isn't vacation but it was some kind of a getaway from stress. I really miss basketball session with them

Jalan - jalan KL (:

Tanjung Batu. Classic. I miss those times..

Wow! Just looking at all the photos has made me feel a lil better.

I love islands. I wanna go far far away. I really need to go out. Wind please take me..

Vet Orientation

Greetings,

I've been busy but here's an update. Few weeks after we enrolled, an orientation day had been organized by the second year students. All in all, I just wanna say that it was really great and superb. Congrats! :D

So, the theme for our vet orientation was 'Hunger Games'. Our names were picked randomly into any group and I was in District 5. To my surprise, we got along really well & my teammates were awesome and I believe we had such a splendid day even though we didn't win the first place. Nevertheless, winning isn't everything!

Tbh I love all the games planned but then I really really hate the part where we had to drink some kind of a healthy smoothie. What do I mean by healthy? All natural yet gross ingredients were being blended together; onion, garlic, bell pepper, ginger, and God-knows-what. There was another drink that it really looked and tasted like vomit I had to finish it all in one shot (I think it was a mixture of oat and curry maggi etc. etc.). Then there was another drink which smelt like nescafe but tasted really damn sour that I couldn't handle it. I am usually a sucker when it comes to sour things. After drinking all that, I got wind & feeling nauseous all day long that I had to eat a lot of candies just to get rid of the putrid smell and revolting taste in my throat. The wind kept coming up tho! However, it was fun, no kidding! Basically some other activities that we did were answering questions, completing puzzles, short trip at the hospital area, handling weird animals or creatures, and we were able to know our faculty better. And despite of lacking two members in our district, we still managed to get 5th place out of 12 districts & I think that was pretty impressive if you ask me. We were not able to take photos during the orientation but here's a post-orientation group photo:

District 5: Zher Min, Joanne, Me, Anna, Simone, Sakinah, Fathiya, & Yasirah (:

Tired

Hello earthlings,

This week was hectic as hell. I want to press the snooze button and live in the dreamland forever ~

Marathon

Hello,

So on the last few weeks, a marathon run was held in my campus. As usual, it is compulsory for first year students to join, everything always is. Anyway I was aiming to get a place, they gave places up until the 500th from about 3000++ participants I think but unfortunately I didn't get any ): Haha never mind we had fun & I'll try again next year :P Here are some pictures of me and my girls

Love them all :)