Update on Life

Here I am, still standing up, still struggling with vet school, which I barely can believe I will make it through where I am right now. I'm not gonna lie, I did think about giving up, in fact so many times, but these three things keep me going; whole loads of money spent, crappy future if I don't have this degree, and my friends. Yes, friends play such a big impact in my life even if it means sharing stupid gossips or going window shopping. I know they don't make any sense. I mean, what does going window shopping have anything to do with surviving life and most importantly, vet school? Well to me, it's just simply mean when you're spending time with friends, then you tell them what you feel, it'll just be a relief when they too, feel the same way or when they will just listen to you. Sometimes, it's just the act of telling your problems to somebody that will somehow make you feel better. It's really unhealthy to keep your feelings to yourself. Trust me, I know that. I used to be so secretive and reluctant especially regarding family matters that I was really in a bad shape of myself. I felt like I was so physically and mentally ill. And then in my early 20s I found God and I was more opened up to some friends and that was when things seemed to be looking up at last. Sometimes I stumbled and it felt like I was so lost on my way. But then I know I will always have friends to turn to. Things fluctuate but they are not gonna be bad like all the times. Like right now, I am really glad that my exam result came out better than I expected. Just when I thought I suck badly in vet school lol. I still have a bright future I guess (: